Do INFJ People Tend to Use More Marijuana Than Other Personality Types?

Is there a correlation between being an INFJ (Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, Judging) and a higher inclination towards marijuana use? After delving into this question, my experience points to a strong 'No,' with a few notable exceptions. Let's explore this phenomenon and how it affects those with the INFJ personality type.

A Personal Experience with Weed

My own journey began long after my last experience with weed, and it led me to a realization that deeply influenced my relationship with marijuana. The effects of weed can be complex and intense, especially for those with heightened senses, such as INFJs. After experimenting with weed, I found myself in a peculiar state where I couldn't fully perceive my surroundings, but I was simultaneously oversensitized to them. It was a perplexing and somewhat disconcerting experience.

The Weirdest Loop

Listening to music became a dance-induced disorientation. When the music made me want to move, my mind pulled me out of it, creating a loop that was difficult to break. Each attempt to continue dancing resulted in a brief break from the influence, only to be drawn back in. This constant struggle left me feeling both exhilarated and bewildered.

One of my attempts to clean my table ended poorly when I accidentally broke a glass. This incident triggered deep feelings of guilt and regret. As I tried to clean up, I found myself stuck in a futile loop, accidentally breaking another glass in the process. Ultimately, the overwhelming guilt and the sense of remorse consumed me, making the cleanup a futile and miserable task.

The Pains of Cleanup Guilt

Feeling guilty about the mess I had made, I decided to address it in the morning. Upon waking, the sight of the broken glass intensified my feelings of regret, leading to a night of restless sleep plagued by lingering guilt. I tried cleaning up again, only to repeat the same mistakes. The experience was so intense that it became a recurring nightmare of cleanup guilt.

I recall experimenting with weed a couple more times, but each time ended in disaster. Broken glasses, accidents, and a profound sense of guilt were the unfortunate outcomes. Even my significant other's glasses were shattered into the garbage – a situation that haunts me to this day. These experiences highlight the debilitating impact of weed on INFJs, who are prone to deep emotional turmoil and guilt.

One Special Exception

There is one significant exception to the negative impact of weed on my INFJ experience: when shared with a deeply loved person. One time, while in a long, passionate embrace with my ex-girlfriend, we indulged in a session that brought us closer than ever. We lost ourselves in the sensations of each other's bodies and emotions, feeling an intense connection that was both pleasurable and guilt-free.

Note: While this experience was deeply enriching, it is not a repeatable scenario as my relationship with my ex-girlfriend ended, and such an intimate and singular experience is unlikely to recur.

Conclusion

My journey with marijuana use serves as a cautionary tale for those who are INFJs. While everyone's experience is unique, the heightened levels of guilt and the detrimental effects on personal relationships underscore the risks associated with marijuana for this personality type. However, it's important to recognize that personality traits are not deterministic; they guide our behaviors rather than dictate them.

For those who identify as INFJs or any other personality type, it's crucial to understand your personal limits and boundaries. Embrace your unique gifts while navigating the challenges that come with your personality. Most importantly, stay true to your values and respect the boundaries that ensure a fulfilling and healthy life.