INTPs on the Autism Spectrum: A Personal Exploration

Being on the Autism Spectrum, or any part of it, is a profoundly human experience. It's fascinating how diverse the spectrum can be, with some individuals soaring in their specialized interests and others navigating the world with heightened sensitivity and intensity. As an INTP who identifies as part of the Autism Spectrum, I have found a rich and sometimes challenging journey through my own brain's unique wiring.

Understanding Autism as a Neurodiversity

Autism is often described as a condition, but I think of it more as an inherent part of human neurodiversity. Every human brain is a vast network of connections, and over time, some of us retain and cultivate more of these connections than necessary for basic functioning. This is why certain traits and behaviors can be seen to 'skip' generations in families. It's also why we often see a mosaic of abilities, where one person might be 'high-functioning' and another might be more introverted or even catatonically focused.

Sorting into the Autism Spectrum

Imagine you have three colors of paint: red, blue, and yellow. For the sake of simplicity, let's say these colors represent the three zones of where someone with Autism might be wired: Art/Colors, Science, or Nature. Everyone has these three colors in their makeup, but the concentration and balance can vary widely. Some have a strong blend that creates a near perfect mix, while others might have a dominant color with small specks of the others. This near perfect mix is often what we consider 'normal,' but it's important to remember that there is no single normal. Each individual has their unique spectrum within the larger tapestry of neurodiversity.

My Journey as an INTP on the Autism Spectrum

Let me share a bit about my own journey as an INTP who identifies as part of the Autism Spectrum. Being high-functioning as an INTP means having the skills to articulate and communicate thoughtfully. But my autism is also more pronounced in how it affects my interaction with the world and the people around me. As a girl, I tend to be more bold and willing to charge forward, even when my (often) floundering awkwardness gets in the way.

Embracing My Sensory Innings

From an early age, I was drawn to the intricate details of the world around me. Whether it was the subtle variations in skin, hair, or eye colors; the vibrant hues of plants; or the complex structure of buildings and metal, my eyes were always eager to soak it all in. For me, climbing became a way to commit the details of my environment to memory, to savor every nuance of the present moment.

My parents were concerned because I often dwelled too long on these details, to the point of staring. But this hyper-focus also came with a silver lining. I was acutely aware of when others were struggling, whether it was a physical or mental state. This made me an excellent observer in medical or health-related settings. While many on the spectrum might not pursue a medical career, I found myself in such roles from a young age, using my observational skills to assist doctors and nurses in diagnosing and helping patients.

The Power of Neurodivergence in Personal Growth

While my journey has its challenges, it has also been a source of immense strength and insight. Being on the Autism Spectrum, whether fully or partially, means having a unique perspective on the world. This perspective allows us to see and understand people in ways that many neurotypical individuals might miss. We are not merely awkward; we are deeply empathetic and resourceful.

Many of us may not engage in social gatherings as effortlessly as others, but this doesn't define our worth. We are more than just observers; we are active participants in the world. Our contributions are vital and diverse, whether we work in science, art, or healthcare. We are not victims to be rescued but allies in the quest for better understanding and communication.

As INTPs on the Autism Spectrum, we bring a unique blend of creativity, intelligence, and sensitivity to the table. So don't underestimate the value of your unique wiring. Embrace it, for it not only makes you a better human but also a more compassionate and effective contributor to the world around you.

So, whether you are part of the Autism Spectrum or not, take pride in your individuality. Each of us has something special to offer, and the world needs all of us, messy colors and all.