Michael Jackson and His Mental Health Battles
Michael Jackson and His Mental Health Battles
Michael Jackson is one of the most iconic figures in music history. However, his public persona often masked the numerous challenges he faced, particularly in his struggles with mental health. From child to adulthood, he battled both depression and anxiety, requiring medical treatment and ongoing support.
Childhood Struggles and Defiance
Even as a child, Michael exhibited traits that hinted at underlying mental health issues. Described as hyper and defiant, Michael didn't 'grow out of it' until his mid-20s. Family members often lamented how difficult he was to manage. During the filming of Thriller, Joseph Jackson noted Michael's difficult behavior, often complaining about his lack of cooperation.
Reflecting on these early years, someone mentioned the possibility of ADHD. However, Joseph Jackson firmly dismissed this, stating Michael only had dyslexia and that he was perfectly fine. This dismissive attitude was frustrating, but as a parent, it was clear that others should not dictate how his children were managed.
Adulthood and Anxiety
As Michael grew older, his mental health challenges became more apparent and severe. Anxiety was particularly evident, and one instance stands out starkly. In the mid to late 1990s, Michael called to seek someone to talk to. On arriving, he was in a near panic, biting his fingernails and crying. He expressed feelings of failure and a sense of being unloved. Despite his distress, he did not want to bother his father, Joseph Jackson.
The conversation over that night was emotional, with Michael crying a lot about his feelings of worthlessness. Despite the gravity of the situation, they laughed about less serious matters. This interaction showcased the deep impact of his mental health struggles on Michael, highlighting the bravery in seeking help.
The Last Months
The final months of Michael's life were marked by significant challenges. He was frequently ill, suffering from daily sickness, and experiencing mental breakdowns almost daily. Many individuals tried to help, but personal loyalty made it difficult for certain individuals, like Michael's friends, to assist. To the friend mentioned in this account, Michael remained the little 10-year-old he was when they first met, and it was impossible to bear witness to his suffering.
This personal account provides a glimpse into Michael Jackson's private struggles, emphasizing the personal impact of mental health issues on both the individual and those close to them. It is a testament to the complexities of mental health that even those in the public eye can grapple with profound challenges that may not be visibly apparent.