Navigating Mental Illness: A Bipolar Challenger’s Perspective

Hello my friend, I trust you are doing well.

Living with Bipolar Disorder as a Gift and a Curse

I don’t look at my bipolar disorder as an illness, but rather as a combination of a gift and a curse. Yes, they do go hand in hand. When I experience more manic thoughts and behaviors, I need to limit what I allow myself to do and how I handle situations. On the other hand, I know to be more lenient with myself when I am feeling a bit more depressed. It’s about setting achievable goals, working for them, and not giving up.

People with bipolar disorder have accomplished wonderful things, and I remind myself daily to do amazing things for those around me. I use my manic energy as a strength and allow myself to recharge when I’m in a depressive phase, enabling me to pursue my goals with renewed vigor.

Looking at Mental Illness as a Disability: The BPD Perspective

My mental health challenges, specifically Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), influence me in profound yet exhausting ways. BPD can hijack my mind, making me unpredictable to myself and others. This not only scares and intimidates those around me but also makes me question everything I do.

My mental illness leaves me exhausted, suspicious of others’ behavior, attitudes, and motives, and often weak. I could go on and on, but I hope this gives you insight into my perspective on living with a disability.

Flipping States: The Bipolar Challenge

Sometimes, it feels like a real pain in the arse! Just look at how I can flip between states in a moment’s notice. For instance, I might want to party and wear the latest trends, engaging in mindless girlie chatter and watching the latest reality show. But if you ask me again in five minutes, I might not want to leave the house, and I might just want to lounge around in my grungy emo clothes, perhaps not even wanting to eat beyond a handful of medications.

These contrasting states highlight just how exhausting it can be. So, while I’m not bipolar, I have BPD, and I definitely do not want to relive that scenario.

Conclusion and Encouragement

I hope this perspective helps you understand the complexities of living with a mental illness. I wish you all the best on your endeavors, and remember, you’re not alone. If you need someone to listen, I’m always here.

Best of Luck
Mr Hatter