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Oral Sex: My First Time and the Taboo Behind It

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It wasn't until I was in my mid-20s that I experienced my first encounter with oral sex. Reflecting back, I wonder if I had known the profound impact it would have on me, I might have embraced it much earlier in my life. Many missed opportunities and desperation from eager suitors could have been transformed into an enlightening and pleasurable experience.

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The Early Taboo

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My journey with oral sex began in 1960, when I was just 27 years old and living next door to an elderly neighbor. The experience brought to light the taboos surrounding sex that I had been taught since my childhood. Back then, it was believed that discussing or engaging in specific sexual acts was inappropriate and shameful.

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I grew up with the impression that certain aspects of sexuality were best left unspoken. The only man I ever had sex with was my first husband, but I found myself disliking the experience of giving him oral sex due to his small penis and untrimmed genital area. It felt more like performing a task on a female dog rather than engaging in a pleasurable act.

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The Shift in Attitude

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Following my divorce, I met my current husband. His larger penis and meticulously trimmed area brought a new dimension to our relationship. I became more comfortable and even enjoyed giving him oral sex.

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Over time, I developed advanced skills, such as deep-throating, which became a mutual bonding experience. However, a specific act always felt taboo, and I would usually finish him off with my hand, often on a rag or towel.

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The Taboo Broken and a New Experience

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One evening, my partner had enough of our vanilla oral sex routine and decided to climax on my face. Surprisingly, I found this experience profoundly pleasurable. The sensation of feeling his heated cum on my skin and the taste of it was an awakening for me.

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Initially, I despised the thought of swallowing his cum, but as the act progressed, I began to appreciate the intense pleasure and the fulfillment of both him and myself. This newfound experience marked a turning point in my sexuality.

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Compelling Control and the Sense of Power

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My partner's desperate attempt to prolong the act by forcing me to swallow his cum was decisive. At first, I nearly gagged and wanted to spit it out, but something remarkable happened. The taste and sensation were sweet, and I felt a profound sense of dirty pleasure. It was the dirtiest I had ever felt sexually, yet the most exhilarating.

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I realized then that I had a significant influence over him, and that feeling gave me a newfound sense of power. Through gradual control and pleasure, I learned to manipulate the experience, bringing him to the brink of climax repeatedly until he could no longer control himself.

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Power and Passion in My Love Life

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Since then, oral sex has become a significant and enjoyable part of my love life. I derive pleasure from engaging in various oral sexual acts using my lips, tongue, and throat, no matter the position or scenario. I am both a passionate and expressive individual, often seeking out opportunities to pleasure men.

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My experience shows that what is once considered taboo can often be a source of excitement and fulfillment. By embracing and exploring such experiences, one can discover new levels of pleasure and intimacy.

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While oral sex and male ejaculation can be fulfilling, it is important to respect boundaries and ensure mutual consent in all sexual activities.